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| What is my destiny? What is the future of my life? |
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| Is it destiny for these ideas and UCADIA to be a whisper, a mirage that has suddenly appeared only to disappear into the forgotten conscious history of humanity? |
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| Am I destined to be ridiculed as some kind of lunatic? a crank? | ||
| Am I destined to die poor? If so that is fine. For the first time in my life I am happy. For the first time in my life I no longer fear life or death. I no longer sense this haunting, this shadow pushing me, filling my mind and ears with calls to some mission. I feel balanced. | ||
| I am a man who has struggled to speak any truth. I know I have been a weak person, a person of poor character many times in my life. I know I am no hero. I have run away from things all my life. At the first sight of confrontation I have been the worst of cowards. | ||
| And yet I feel happy. For I know truly now how wonderful it is simply to be a human being. I accept my faults and know that they are part of who I am. What goal to be all spirit? The essence of the greatest wisdom is that life as a human being is the ultimate tribute to the universe and that to be human is to be more than any messiah or god. | ||
| Because everything I know, everything I have felt and seen comes to the ultimate truth that Awareness Loves Life. That life is a dream. That my body and mind are guided by the rules of the universe with love, the love of life and the love of awareness being the bonds that hold us together. That I will die soon enough. That my mind is immortal. That to be human is more. | ||
| I will die soon enough. We all die. I no longer fear death, fear any hell. I only fear the pain of dying as we all fear pain. Soon I will be gone from this Earth as Frank O'Collins forever. I will be a distant memory and maybe this website and the ideas its contains will die as a distant memory also? | ||
| While I am alive in the future means that you and others wish to speak to me then thats fine. However, if you and others feel no interest in speaking to me, that these words and ideas have no benefit to you then that is fine also. I have no yearning desire to march out in front of lots of people and speak. | ||
| While I am alive it means that I am given money and donations from people so that I have great wealth around me that is fine. I have no real desire to be greatly wealthy, only comfortable. I am not greedy for things that represent power and status. I am quite happy with a comfortable bed and a peaceful house. If it is my destiny to live in simple surroundings, I am happy because I see everything in life has purpose and reason. | ||
| Whether I am alive or in the future that these words cause people to want to seek me out as some kind of guru, then that is not fine. I am no messiah. I do not wish for disciples and idols. They are things that have gone on for far too long. They are weaknesses in all our character that we feel we have to idolise people of the past as somehow "super human" and "better than us". While great words may have been spoken by a past soul, the raising of them to messiah status only clouds the message. | ||
| How many of us really understand the mystery of the words "I am in you and you are in me" supposed to have been spoken by Jesus Christ? Yet we are fixated by symbols of the cross and Jesus on the cross. | ||
| Such behaviour does not honor me, it disgraces me and any words I have tried to write and say. I defies the very essence of UCADIA and the SOL code for it says that in spite of everything that is written, I am somehow better than you. I am not. You am I and I am you. Each unique and yet part of the same one. | ||
| I only wish for every person to know that they are their own messiahs, that each of us have the ability to be one with the universe and the absolute, that we are already immortal beings. | ||
| In the end my destiny is in your hands. If you tell others about this web site then the ideas will not die, even if I have to close down the site because I cannot afford to keep it going. | ||
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